Success

Daytime with 2 kids is getting easier... I can pretty much handle chasing Kate around while I wear Bruce in the baby bjorn (thank the Lord for that thing), or feed Bruce while Kate watches a show or eats a snack.  I wouldn't say that I've mastered it, but I'm not overcome with anxiety anymore

Bedtime is another story.  I was worried about getting 2 kids fed, bathed, and to bed. Bedtime is not exactly straightforward around here with breathing treatments and medicine etc all while trying to nurse and take care of a newborn at the same time.  Intimidating, right?  

But I did it.  

It wasn't perfect, it was messy, and there was definitely a  lot of crying.

But everyone went to bed with full bellies, clean bodies, and fresh jammies.

Success.